Archive for January, 2007

To Let Go

Wednesday, January 10th, 2007

I realize recently, one of the hardest parts in life is loosing.

It could be something,

It could be someone,

It could be hope.

When loosing all of those at the same time,

I can’t help not to be angry with my self,

Analyzing every caused, 

Starting to regret,

Wanting to change everything taht already past,

And made promise to my self,

"I will get them back"

Haunted my mind like a scars,

Felt hurt every time remember it.

Now,

The scars are almost completely cured.

Finally found medicine that I’m looking for

……..Accept and let go…….

Not as complicated as I thought.

But not as simple as I think I could do.

Lately,

When a hope to have something and someone which brings excitement and happiness has came to me,

I am afraid it’s time to prepare my self,

To let go again……..